Sunday, January 30, 2005 
This blog has been discontinued by the order from the Chairman's office. Please visit the new blog at the new address.
If you been visiting this blog at the beginning of this month, you should know what is the new blog address...
bye peeps..
If you been visiting this blog at the beginning of this month, you should know what is the new blog address...
bye peeps..
Thursday, December 16, 2004
How did you get to know my blog address...
I din know that you were reading my blog all along. Ms JAMIE TEO is reading my BLOG!!!
Hahaha... And I was so shocked when i found out that... hahaha... There is no reasons why i want to close down my blog, maybe i would want to concentrate more? or waste of time? (cannot be because it is one of the KM tools....)
hurhur... so i will only drop by, at least once a month to update what is happening... no promise though..
But I think Ms Jamie should keep a blog too!!!!!
PP
I din know that you were reading my blog all along. Ms JAMIE TEO is reading my BLOG!!!
Hahaha... And I was so shocked when i found out that... hahaha... There is no reasons why i want to close down my blog, maybe i would want to concentrate more? or waste of time? (cannot be because it is one of the KM tools....)
hurhur... so i will only drop by, at least once a month to update what is happening... no promise though..
But I think Ms Jamie should keep a blog too!!!!!
PP
Thursday, December 09, 2004
Hello People,
Do I sound happy? Actually not, I am sad.
Today I have something to announce to all of you. I know that i am such a person. No one can change me, I know that this is not the right way. But I just cannot commit to something. I like to give up along the way. And not moving on anymore. So pardon me if you see this post.
One serious thing that is in my mind now, will remain in my mind, i will not speak it out nor type it out. I just want everyone to knwo that i have some trouble that i cannot solve myself. I need wisdom. I need wisdom to help me solve the problem. Where to get the wisdom? Wisdom is endowed when you are bored, but it is not static, you can always acquire wisdom. It is like singapore acquiring comparative advantage when singapore didn't have any at all.
I would want you to know that in such a culture, I cannot be someone who betray others. I cannot betray my root. I cannot forget the source of the water, I shoud think of the source everytime when i drink the water.
Who say that i am not committed? I have vowed to be vegetaraian till the day i lay in the coffin. I will prove it that i can do it! Wahh.. does that sound very exagerating? it is up to you to think, but i have made up my mind.
From now on, I will not record down much of my thoughts and happening in blog anymore. I feel that it is a waste of time, that i can use to do other things. I feel that bQ is right. It is really a waste of time. I feel that one should look forward to the future and not repeat the mistake made in the past. Writing the past will not make you any beter if you do not and not committed to imporrove on yourself.
A New Beggining will begin soon. I will not be entertaining people anymore. I will make my last semester a successful one. I will not have paracide beside me. I would want to live a better life and commit myself to work and the ' ' after i graduate. ( ' ' is something that cannot be seen, do not have shape, have no name, have no feeling)
Farewell,
pp
Do I sound happy? Actually not, I am sad.
Today I have something to announce to all of you. I know that i am such a person. No one can change me, I know that this is not the right way. But I just cannot commit to something. I like to give up along the way. And not moving on anymore. So pardon me if you see this post.
One serious thing that is in my mind now, will remain in my mind, i will not speak it out nor type it out. I just want everyone to knwo that i have some trouble that i cannot solve myself. I need wisdom. I need wisdom to help me solve the problem. Where to get the wisdom? Wisdom is endowed when you are bored, but it is not static, you can always acquire wisdom. It is like singapore acquiring comparative advantage when singapore didn't have any at all.
I would want you to know that in such a culture, I cannot be someone who betray others. I cannot betray my root. I cannot forget the source of the water, I shoud think of the source everytime when i drink the water.
Who say that i am not committed? I have vowed to be vegetaraian till the day i lay in the coffin. I will prove it that i can do it! Wahh.. does that sound very exagerating? it is up to you to think, but i have made up my mind.
From now on, I will not record down much of my thoughts and happening in blog anymore. I feel that it is a waste of time, that i can use to do other things. I feel that bQ is right. It is really a waste of time. I feel that one should look forward to the future and not repeat the mistake made in the past. Writing the past will not make you any beter if you do not and not committed to imporrove on yourself.
A New Beggining will begin soon. I will not be entertaining people anymore. I will make my last semester a successful one. I will not have paracide beside me. I would want to live a better life and commit myself to work and the ' ' after i graduate. ( ' ' is something that cannot be seen, do not have shape, have no name, have no feeling)
Farewell,
pp
Wednesday, November 03, 2004
It has been 2 weeks since I last update. Many things happened and I am too busy to update my blog. I am super duper and no paitience to stay infront of the PC for long. And that is one reason why I dun log on to MSN too...
2 Weeks In Bangkok has been PLAIN to me... I dunno what i am busy over, i just dun have time to do everything under the sun, what is it that is engaging me? hurhurhur
What I could remember was that i went to a saminar lastweek on 'Thailand-US FTA, opportunity or crisis?' (Apparel & Textile Industry perspective) It was boring but I learn abit more abt the FTA and the QUOTA lifting in a month plus to come.
Yesterday went to watch movie... Erm, 'Sky Captian and the World of Tomorrow' I would rate 8-9/10. The story is nice and the graphic is superb...
I will start on ISO 9001 studies and implementation to the factory. I hope I can do it, and it wont be too difficult... hurhurhur
What else to say??? I got nothing else to say... hurhurhur
ok, if you wan me to say anything else, jsut say... But I dun garrantee that i will write them because i jsut dun have the paitience to write and sit infront of my computer.... hurhurhur
stop.
2 Weeks In Bangkok has been PLAIN to me... I dunno what i am busy over, i just dun have time to do everything under the sun, what is it that is engaging me? hurhurhur
What I could remember was that i went to a saminar lastweek on 'Thailand-US FTA, opportunity or crisis?' (Apparel & Textile Industry perspective) It was boring but I learn abit more abt the FTA and the QUOTA lifting in a month plus to come.
Yesterday went to watch movie... Erm, 'Sky Captian and the World of Tomorrow' I would rate 8-9/10. The story is nice and the graphic is superb...
I will start on ISO 9001 studies and implementation to the factory. I hope I can do it, and it wont be too difficult... hurhurhur
What else to say??? I got nothing else to say... hurhurhur
ok, if you wan me to say anything else, jsut say... But I dun garrantee that i will write them because i jsut dun have the paitience to write and sit infront of my computer.... hurhurhur
stop.
Wednesday, October 20, 2004
I am doing stupid house keeping... hai... I am so lazy now... I am getting headache...
I will then be packing my luggage...a small one...to prepare for tomorrow's plane flight...i mean today's flight...at 1040 from sin to bkk...
Erm, next is to wish all the 3.1 people good luck for teh examination... i will suffer it next semester alright...
Syiqin is being greedy by posting many things into my comments section... hurhurhur... but it's ok lar... hurhurhur
stop.
I will then be packing my luggage...a small one...to prepare for tomorrow's plane flight...i mean today's flight...at 1040 from sin to bkk...
Erm, next is to wish all the 3.1 people good luck for teh examination... i will suffer it next semester alright...
Syiqin is being greedy by posting many things into my comments section... hurhurhur... but it's ok lar... hurhurhur
stop.
Monday, October 18, 2004
I have finished SS exam, soso...a few question that i crappededed all the way, loads of rubbish written n the answer booklet. I went to times at jelita coldstorage and did not find the book that i wanted. hai... sian...
I am having IEF exam tml, and i am here writing craps... I think i need alot of practice of writting craps.
Tml after the IEF paper, I will have to meet timmy for meeting, cg ah...hurhurhur... i very scared meeting new people... the scariest thing in life, dunno why, like what Catherine Nathan told me that i am scared of people eating me up...but it is not that, i just scared... can i dun go? (*blinking*)
Wednesday will be the day of Rejoyce!!! I will be flying off to bangkok. Wish me bon voyage... And I will meet JJ, Coco, Mama, etc... ok, now, Syiq, wawa, tim, byebyebye for 6 weeks...
ok, i think i gotta study now... byebyebye
stop.
I am having IEF exam tml, and i am here writing craps... I think i need alot of practice of writting craps.
Tml after the IEF paper, I will have to meet timmy for meeting, cg ah...hurhurhur... i very scared meeting new people... the scariest thing in life, dunno why, like what Catherine Nathan told me that i am scared of people eating me up...but it is not that, i just scared... can i dun go? (*blinking*)
Wednesday will be the day of Rejoyce!!! I will be flying off to bangkok. Wish me bon voyage... And I will meet JJ, Coco, Mama, etc... ok, now, Syiq, wawa, tim, byebyebye for 6 weeks...
ok, i think i gotta study now... byebyebye
stop.
Sunday, October 17, 2004
Footprints
One night a man dreamed he was
walking among the beach with the Lord.
As scenes of his life flashed before him,
he noticed that there were two sets of
footprints in the sand.
He also noticed at his saddest, lowest
times there was one set of footprints.
This bothered the man and he asked
the Lord, "Did you not promise that
if I gave my heart to you that you'd
be with me all the way?
Then, why is there only one set of footprints
during my most troublesome times?"
The Lord replied, "My precious child,
I love you and would never forsake you.
During those times of trial and suffering
when you see only one set of footprints,
it was then I carried you."
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
hope it encourages you!
- timothy.
One night a man dreamed he was
walking among the beach with the Lord.
As scenes of his life flashed before him,
he noticed that there were two sets of
footprints in the sand.
He also noticed at his saddest, lowest
times there was one set of footprints.
This bothered the man and he asked
the Lord, "Did you not promise that
if I gave my heart to you that you'd
be with me all the way?
Then, why is there only one set of footprints
during my most troublesome times?"
The Lord replied, "My precious child,
I love you and would never forsake you.
During those times of trial and suffering
when you see only one set of footprints,
it was then I carried you."
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
hope it encourages you!
- timothy.
Saturday, October 16, 2004
God cause is worth being misunderstood for...
God cause is worth being convicted of...
God cause is worth being persistent in...
Timothy never have a girlfriend. His sexual orientation has always been a mystery. He is falling in love with someone. An unchangable love...
Guess what i am trying to convey?
Hurhurhur
God cause is worth being convicted of...
God cause is worth being persistent in...
Timothy never have a girlfriend. His sexual orientation has always been a mystery. He is falling in love with someone. An unchangable love...
Guess what i am trying to convey?
Hurhurhur
Thursday, October 14, 2004
WTF,
You are sick, YET your mouth has gotten worse!!
You are down with runny nose, cough, headache. Or they are just excuses? You mouth is worse than ever! Now I doubt whether you are really sick. If you are not happy with someone, do not come to me on minor things. My patience is running out, if I burst, you will die!
My exam is coming, in less than 24 hours time, i havnet studied yet. PLEASE, do not pass your flu to me, if i get sick, and cannot study and cannot take exam, I make sure after my holiday, i bring birdflu to you... and wipe out your whole root! No mercy...
I know you are frustrated, but have you thought of me? I am also frustrated! I got so many things to study, I am not as free as you, who is waiting to die... I do not like to control my emotion, but I need to... You will be really DEAD if i really burst out. I warn...
stop.
You are sick, YET your mouth has gotten worse!!
You are down with runny nose, cough, headache. Or they are just excuses? You mouth is worse than ever! Now I doubt whether you are really sick. If you are not happy with someone, do not come to me on minor things. My patience is running out, if I burst, you will die!
My exam is coming, in less than 24 hours time, i havnet studied yet. PLEASE, do not pass your flu to me, if i get sick, and cannot study and cannot take exam, I make sure after my holiday, i bring birdflu to you... and wipe out your whole root! No mercy...
I know you are frustrated, but have you thought of me? I am also frustrated! I got so many things to study, I am not as free as you, who is waiting to die... I do not like to control my emotion, but I need to... You will be really DEAD if i really burst out. I warn...
stop.
I guess he is busy studying for his SS and IEF paper lah..that's why so long never update liao. Hurhurhur..
Anyway jia you hor..since you all only have 2 papers this time round. So good! I got 4 papers leh..
Ok, I hope I can blog something more constructive next time. Till then!
- timothy.
Anyway jia you hor..since you all only have 2 papers this time round. So good! I got 4 papers leh..
Ok, I hope I can blog something more constructive next time. Till then!
- timothy.
Sunday, October 10, 2004
Check out the photo in the post dated: Friday, October 08, 2004
If you want the whole set, please email me at here
I tried to send to all of you, but it all bounced back to me...
stop.
If you want the whole set, please email me at here
I tried to send to all of you, but it all bounced back to me...
stop.
Saturday, October 09, 2004
Am I blogging too many times a day today?
Anyway, as promised to my friends, i will post MY analysis on IEF paper here... This will be removed after 48 hours....
1. Foundation of modern trade theory
-Mercantalist & problem: price-species-flow theory, David Hume, blur huh?
-Absolute advantage, Who can produce cheaper in term of labour?, Adam Smith
-Comparative Advantage, Who can produce cheaper in term of opportunity cost?, David Ricardo
2. Tariff and Non-Tariff Barrier
-Graphs very impt
-DEAD weight loss
-ai yah...
3. Balance of Payment
-Some people still dunno which item is in which account...
4. FOREX & exchange rate determination
-Forward market
-factors that affect the dd & ss of a currency
5. Exchange reate system
-Fixed, Floating, Managed Float, Dirty Float
-adv and dis of fixed and float (impt)
-Chinese YUAN?
6. u say leh...
Am I revealing too much confidential materials?
if yes, i hope my blog will have problem anytime soon...
DISCLAIMER: pp is not liable for any mistake, disappearency, inaccuracy, incompleteness, and anything that is not stated here coming out for the exam or anything stated here not coming out for the exam. The purpose of this post is meant for personal use/consumption only.
stop.
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Anyway, as promised to my friends, i will post MY analysis on IEF paper here... This will be removed after 48 hours....
1. Foundation of modern trade theory
-Mercantalist & problem: price-species-flow theory, David Hume, blur huh?
-Absolute advantage, Who can produce cheaper in term of labour?, Adam Smith
-Comparative Advantage, Who can produce cheaper in term of opportunity cost?, David Ricardo
2. Tariff and Non-Tariff Barrier
-Graphs very impt
-DEAD weight loss
-ai yah...
3. Balance of Payment
-Some people still dunno which item is in which account...
4. FOREX & exchange rate determination
-Forward market
-factors that affect the dd & ss of a currency
5. Exchange reate system
-Fixed, Floating, Managed Float, Dirty Float
-adv and dis of fixed and float (impt)
-Chinese YUAN?
6. u say leh...
Am I revealing too much confidential materials?
if yes, i hope my blog will have problem anytime soon...
DISCLAIMER: pp is not liable for any mistake, disappearency, inaccuracy, incompleteness, and anything that is not stated here coming out for the exam or anything stated here not coming out for the exam. The purpose of this post is meant for personal use/consumption only.
stop.
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SELFISH THINGS TO DO FOR YOURSELF
================================
1. forgiving others
2. putting others' interest before yours
3. feeling guilty when others are in need and you are not helping (though u are not bound to help)
4. being too nice to others
5. let others take advantage of you (they run away when u are in need)
6. helping people who got no commitment for themselves (gone-case type)
7. helping people who has cheated you before
8. being generous
9. never tell lies
10. falling in love with a person is describable by 1-10 in the next section
SELFISH THINGS TO DO FOR OTHERS
===============================
1. not forgiving others
2. putting your interest before others
3. feeling happy when others are in need and you are not helping and they receive no help
4. being too mean/sarcastic/evil to others
5. take advantage of others (run away from them when they are in need)
6. got no commitment for myself yet seek help from others
7. seek help from a person whom u have cheated him/her before
8. being stingy
9. being a hypocrite
10. falling in love with a person describable by 1-10 in the previous section
WHY am i saying all these? dunno...
It was yesterday when i was reading magazine, it says that for certain people, being too nice to people is bad for health. But for some people, it is good for health. Must see your personality. For those evils..being bad to pple is good for them lar, then for the angels then being nice is good for them.
So i am the angel or the evil?
I know that makeng is angel? is he? he only nice to others leh, or i dun feel it on me? hurhurhur or i am the evil that take him for granted?
hurhurhur
stop.
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1. forgiving others
2. putting others' interest before yours
3. feeling guilty when others are in need and you are not helping (though u are not bound to help)
4. being too nice to others
5. let others take advantage of you (they run away when u are in need)
6. helping people who got no commitment for themselves (gone-case type)
7. helping people who has cheated you before
8. being generous
9. never tell lies
10. falling in love with a person is describable by 1-10 in the next section
SELFISH THINGS TO DO FOR OTHERS
===============================
1. not forgiving others
2. putting your interest before others
3. feeling happy when others are in need and you are not helping and they receive no help
4. being too mean/sarcastic/evil to others
5. take advantage of others (run away from them when they are in need)
6. got no commitment for myself yet seek help from others
7. seek help from a person whom u have cheated him/her before
8. being stingy
9. being a hypocrite
10. falling in love with a person describable by 1-10 in the previous section
WHY am i saying all these? dunno...
It was yesterday when i was reading magazine, it says that for certain people, being too nice to people is bad for health. But for some people, it is good for health. Must see your personality. For those evils..being bad to pple is good for them lar, then for the angels then being nice is good for them.
So i am the angel or the evil?
I know that makeng is angel? is he? he only nice to others leh, or i dun feel it on me? hurhurhur or i am the evil that take him for granted?
hurhurhur
stop.
HIBERNATION CONTINUE
====================
Dear friends and foes, The hibernation will continue from today till the start of the examination. Even till the end of the examination. There after, i will fly back to bangkok for 6-week holiday.
My plan for the holiday (not in any order whatsoever):
1. Finish up that pile of magazine since the commontest.
2. 2 novels : A. to kill a mockingbird, B. Man and Boy
3. Server Administration at TT.
4. My first Useful VB window application program.
5. ASP.net programming.
6. IELTS
wahhhh... just nice, one item per week. oh no... Given such a lazy person like me, sure cannot finish even one of them..
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Dear friends and foes, The hibernation will continue from today till the start of the examination. Even till the end of the examination. There after, i will fly back to bangkok for 6-week holiday.
My plan for the holiday (not in any order whatsoever):
1. Finish up that pile of magazine since the commontest.
2. 2 novels : A. to kill a mockingbird, B. Man and Boy
3. Server Administration at TT.
4. My first Useful VB window application program.
5. ASP.net programming.
6. IELTS
wahhhh... just nice, one item per week. oh no... Given such a lazy person like me, sure cannot finish even one of them..
Friday, October 08, 2004
Today
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Last night slept at 9+ pm and woke up at about 9 am... super duper sleep pig. Went online, called kpt... then i went to Bt Merah.. KPT called me when i was on the overhead bridge, yet i still dare to say taht i was at home!! hurhurhur... so sad to tell lies.. hurhur... she explained the things that i din understand to me alreay... so nice of her... i will not let her down in ief exam...
Erm, went to bt merah to eat and buy things... which i spent $$$ today... then went home... waited a while then go out again... watched movie, buy another book that is called "man and boy" from times again... It was hidden behind the book called "man and wife" hurhurhur... Today is another lady who found it for me, not that yesterday lady... hurhurhur...
Then went to movie and then dinner. These are the basic things in the outing in Singapore. eat, else watchmovie else play else go home... that's it... i start to find singapore more and more boring. But at least got people to accompany me.. If it were to be in thailand, we will be going to places of interest, or shopping mall and all which i dun need to pay a single cents.. everywhere got sponsor for me... the best is with my mama... Talking abt mama, I read wawa blog yest, and found that she got so many present from her parents... all expensive one... which i dun really get them from my family members. Poor pp... I feel like crying... :'(
I dunno whether i dunno how to appreciate the things i got or i really dun get anything.. Most of the things i got is education in a far away places, away from home, spend money in the most expensive dollar in my family, walking on this piece of dried computer chip ( i think it is insulting to say dried nasal mucus becos singapore is developed [though claim itself to be NIE] country and is clean country.) {i dunnno why i am supporting singapore...}
Went movie to watch the'exocist' AGAIN. hurhuhrur... all becos of timmy that make me pay extra... hurhurhur... he is the only one to blame.. hurhurhur... erm tehn hor... syiq took 4 dollars away from me instead of jsut 2.50... hurhurhur...
After movie, we went to pizza... had normal dinner and we made birthday boy and girls to eat the thick, sweet, fattening, high sugar chocolate... i heard that it is very sweetttt... aiyah...jsut once a year lar...just bear with it... lucky i am a vegetarian... hurhurhur..else gotta eat taht super sweet cake... hurhurhur...
Will post the picture once chee leong send me the photos...
Me with the bday girls..
The doggies from me and so-called-tim...
The GANG..
Havent blow the candle how to cut??
Dun split ur saliva ok?
Candles relighted because we din sing bday song...
"Excuse me, can i blow the candles?"
"I dunno how many times must i blow the candles today..."
"yay, at last"
wj is marrying 2 wifes...
The Whole gang...
The Whole gang again...
hurhurhur...
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Last night slept at 9+ pm and woke up at about 9 am... super duper sleep pig. Went online, called kpt... then i went to Bt Merah.. KPT called me when i was on the overhead bridge, yet i still dare to say taht i was at home!! hurhurhur... so sad to tell lies.. hurhur... she explained the things that i din understand to me alreay... so nice of her... i will not let her down in ief exam...
Erm, went to bt merah to eat and buy things... which i spent $$$ today... then went home... waited a while then go out again... watched movie, buy another book that is called "man and boy" from times again... It was hidden behind the book called "man and wife" hurhurhur... Today is another lady who found it for me, not that yesterday lady... hurhurhur...
Then went to movie and then dinner. These are the basic things in the outing in Singapore. eat, else watchmovie else play else go home... that's it... i start to find singapore more and more boring. But at least got people to accompany me.. If it were to be in thailand, we will be going to places of interest, or shopping mall and all which i dun need to pay a single cents.. everywhere got sponsor for me... the best is with my mama... Talking abt mama, I read wawa blog yest, and found that she got so many present from her parents... all expensive one... which i dun really get them from my family members. Poor pp... I feel like crying... :'(
I dunno whether i dunno how to appreciate the things i got or i really dun get anything.. Most of the things i got is education in a far away places, away from home, spend money in the most expensive dollar in my family, walking on this piece of dried computer chip ( i think it is insulting to say dried nasal mucus becos singapore is developed [though claim itself to be NIE] country and is clean country.) {i dunnno why i am supporting singapore...}
Went movie to watch the'exocist' AGAIN. hurhuhrur... all becos of timmy that make me pay extra... hurhurhur... he is the only one to blame.. hurhurhur... erm tehn hor... syiq took 4 dollars away from me instead of jsut 2.50... hurhurhur...
After movie, we went to pizza... had normal dinner and we made birthday boy and girls to eat the thick, sweet, fattening, high sugar chocolate... i heard that it is very sweetttt... aiyah...jsut once a year lar...just bear with it... lucky i am a vegetarian... hurhurhur..else gotta eat taht super sweet cake... hurhurhur...
Will post the picture once chee leong send me the photos...
Me with the bday girls..
The doggies from me and so-called-tim...
The GANG..
Havent blow the candle how to cut??
Dun split ur saliva ok?
Candles relighted because we din sing bday song...
"Excuse me, can i blow the candles?"
"I dunno how many times must i blow the candles today..."
"yay, at last"
wj is marrying 2 wifes...
The Whole gang...
The Whole gang again...
hurhurhur...
The classes that must be recordeded into my database
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THURSDAY
Today went to SS class... fsm was so happy... she kept smiling throughout the class. This is the first time in the past 14.5 weeks. This is because Wilson and Jonathan prepared for the tutorial and participated very very actively in the tutorial discussion...hurhurhur... so funny... SS over all I got A+ (fsm comment: very high) (not i hao liao lar... ozg also got the same grade...)
Then went to see bay and the group.. their presentation went quite well.... decided not to go and help pwj becoa i wanted more day off.. (sorry pang) and i thought shasha was angry... (sorry sha sha) but i know that u are not angry already... so... looking forward to the treat by your group soon...
Went to PS to times... Buy "to kill a mockinbird" and wanted to buy "man and boy" but then they say out of stock. Then went up to buy movie ticket. It was $7.50 (i dunno why...suppose to be $6.50) Decided to see timmy playing his old favourite keyboard after the movie. So went into the movie. hurhur... I pay money again. Think this month will overshoot.
WEDNESDAY
Today had ECD presentation, hurhur, talked to Joseph SEET abit on Australia, he was in Adelaide, which is one of the uni that i wanted to go... hurhurhur... so happy that Joseph din show us the bad side of life as he was talking it today. So I told him to show it after the day of our presentation.
Then had IEF... CL ordered 4 boxes of canadian pizza... yummy! one of the boxes is vegan... then kpt ask me go and buy cups and i also bought plates and some chips... hurhurhur... saw dimutu on the way up... hurhurhur... then no one ate the chips there, so ended up to ozg, xiang wei and freddie.. hurhurhur... so fun... kpt is the best...
Took vb 2003 from jenny after my IEF today...
then ended up in library till 6PM rotting the time away help pangster abit abit on the session thing. Then i went home alone...
stop.
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THURSDAY
Today went to SS class... fsm was so happy... she kept smiling throughout the class. This is the first time in the past 14.5 weeks. This is because Wilson and Jonathan prepared for the tutorial and participated very very actively in the tutorial discussion...hurhurhur... so funny... SS over all I got A+ (fsm comment: very high) (not i hao liao lar... ozg also got the same grade...)
Then went to see bay and the group.. their presentation went quite well.... decided not to go and help pwj becoa i wanted more day off.. (sorry pang) and i thought shasha was angry... (sorry sha sha) but i know that u are not angry already... so... looking forward to the treat by your group soon...
Went to PS to times... Buy "to kill a mockinbird" and wanted to buy "man and boy" but then they say out of stock. Then went up to buy movie ticket. It was $7.50 (i dunno why...suppose to be $6.50) Decided to see timmy playing his old favourite keyboard after the movie. So went into the movie. hurhur... I pay money again. Think this month will overshoot.
WEDNESDAY
Today had ECD presentation, hurhur, talked to Joseph SEET abit on Australia, he was in Adelaide, which is one of the uni that i wanted to go... hurhurhur... so happy that Joseph din show us the bad side of life as he was talking it today. So I told him to show it after the day of our presentation.
Then had IEF... CL ordered 4 boxes of canadian pizza... yummy! one of the boxes is vegan... then kpt ask me go and buy cups and i also bought plates and some chips... hurhurhur... saw dimutu on the way up... hurhurhur... then no one ate the chips there, so ended up to ozg, xiang wei and freddie.. hurhurhur... so fun... kpt is the best...
Took vb 2003 from jenny after my IEF today...
then ended up in library till 6PM rotting the time away help pangster abit abit on the session thing. Then i went home alone...
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Tuesday, October 05, 2004
Oh My God
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Just woke up not long with alarm ringing since 9am. So sian that i found it os difficult to wake up man... Super frustrating. Why need so much sleep?
Later at 3pm got the meeting for ECD with celest they all... got so many things to do epecially revision for the exams... after exam, thinking of going away.. to somewhere far far far away.. away from these burdens...
stop.
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Just woke up not long with alarm ringing since 9am. So sian that i found it os difficult to wake up man... Super frustrating. Why need so much sleep?
Later at 3pm got the meeting for ECD with celest they all... got so many things to do epecially revision for the exams... after exam, thinking of going away.. to somewhere far far far away.. away from these burdens...
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Monday, October 04, 2004
In the middle of the night.
I would like to apologise to Mr Pang for waiting for me for so long. I just finish my KMS assignment not long ago and so to learn that you have logged off. so sorry..
I would like to apologise to Mr Pang for waiting for me for so long. I just finish my KMS assignment not long ago and so to learn that you have logged off. so sorry..
Sunday, October 03, 2004
Matthew 3
11"I baptize you with[1] water for repentance. But after me will come one who is more powerful than I, whose sandals I am not fit to carry. He will baptize you with the Holy Spirit and with fire. 12His winnowing fork is in his hand, and he will clear his threshing floor, gathering his wheat into the barn and burning up the chaff with unquenchable fire."
I wonder who this person will be. Let me be clear. This speech was said by John. And the person who he is refering to is not Jesus... If u think is Jesus.. you are wrong. Because if you have chance to read on, Jesus was then baptized by John.
Why not let our Emmanual continue discussing this? hurhur
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Today is eat day, i went to NTUC unfairprice to buy so many packets of bread. roll and loaf. et and eat. Today eat all the oily things and make me feel so sinful.
Havent finish KMS report yet, i still gotta study one chapter of SS as planned. Today slept for 3 hours in the afternoon again. I feel that i am leading a life that is similar to a pig in hibernation. So sian.
21 of October is the DAY. Day of rejoyce! Day of celebration. Day of fun. Day of happiness. Lets look forward to that day...
11"I baptize you with[1] water for repentance. But after me will come one who is more powerful than I, whose sandals I am not fit to carry. He will baptize you with the Holy Spirit and with fire. 12His winnowing fork is in his hand, and he will clear his threshing floor, gathering his wheat into the barn and burning up the chaff with unquenchable fire."
I wonder who this person will be. Let me be clear. This speech was said by John. And the person who he is refering to is not Jesus... If u think is Jesus.. you are wrong. Because if you have chance to read on, Jesus was then baptized by John.
Why not let our Emmanual continue discussing this? hurhur
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Today is eat day, i went to NTUC unfairprice to buy so many packets of bread. roll and loaf. et and eat. Today eat all the oily things and make me feel so sinful.
Havent finish KMS report yet, i still gotta study one chapter of SS as planned. Today slept for 3 hours in the afternoon again. I feel that i am leading a life that is similar to a pig in hibernation. So sian.
21 of October is the DAY. Day of rejoyce! Day of celebration. Day of fun. Day of happiness. Lets look forward to that day...
Saturday, October 02, 2004
Today is a sleep day for me...
I slept from 12am to 10:30 am, then woke up, play a while, then watch tv, then lunch then sleep again from 1pm to 4:30 pm....I slept for 14 hours already....and it is jsut 1600 hours. Damn sian... nothing done yet... KMS report is due tomorrow and nothing has been altered yet.
I havent started my revision and the start of my examination is jsut 13 days away... I dun like myself being lazy... laziness is the thing that i am trying to over come it. It is destructing, it causes the deadweight loss, it causes inefficiency, it causes misallocation of resources, it causesbad attitude.
My table is super messy now, i dunno what are the rubbishes on my table, feel like throwing all of them away into the rubbish dump.
I feel so sad for buying that stupid big book that cost amost $34. damn it.. I think i gonna bring for my brother to read. Though i know that he wont be reading it becos it is so thick thick.
I hope i can finish editing the kms super report by tomorrow and then study at least 1 chapter of SS by tomorrow... then monday i will study another 3 chapter on SS book.
Pei shan'project havent finished yet. I am praying hard that it will be done in time. Timothy is taking his leisure time to do dunno what ah...i also dunno what he is doing...
Now is October already, I feel taht september passed very quickly. quicker than expected. I feel like fainting because everything is moving too fast.
Ok, I think i have said enough and now i want to do what i ought to do. bye bye
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I slept from 12am to 10:30 am, then woke up, play a while, then watch tv, then lunch then sleep again from 1pm to 4:30 pm....I slept for 14 hours already....and it is jsut 1600 hours. Damn sian... nothing done yet... KMS report is due tomorrow and nothing has been altered yet.
I havent started my revision and the start of my examination is jsut 13 days away... I dun like myself being lazy... laziness is the thing that i am trying to over come it. It is destructing, it causes the deadweight loss, it causes inefficiency, it causes misallocation of resources, it causesbad attitude.
My table is super messy now, i dunno what are the rubbishes on my table, feel like throwing all of them away into the rubbish dump.
I feel so sad for buying that stupid big book that cost amost $34. damn it.. I think i gonna bring for my brother to read. Though i know that he wont be reading it becos it is so thick thick.
I hope i can finish editing the kms super report by tomorrow and then study at least 1 chapter of SS by tomorrow... then monday i will study another 3 chapter on SS book.
Pei shan'project havent finished yet. I am praying hard that it will be done in time. Timothy is taking his leisure time to do dunno what ah...i also dunno what he is doing...
Now is October already, I feel taht september passed very quickly. quicker than expected. I feel like fainting because everything is moving too fast.
Ok, I think i have said enough and now i want to do what i ought to do. bye bye
stop.
Hi folks,
I have successfully created my very own photo album. the link is at HERE/
Feel free to go and see it. but i havent uploaded any photos yet!
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I have successfully created my very own photo album. the link is at HERE/
Feel free to go and see it. but i havent uploaded any photos yet!
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Thursday, September 30, 2004
Will you help?
Today when i was coming into my estate gate, there is this man talking to 2 primary school kids at the gate. I wanted to go in... then the primary school kid left.
He looked like a foreigner. He doesn't look like indian, malay, chinese... he told me that he only had 20 cents and he wanted to go home nad he need another 80 cents to go to bukit batok. He said that today is his first day of work at the construction site around there. And his supervisor never come! He also told me that his supervisor told him to come and the supervisor will pay him money for the use on the first day.
I, having gone through the nature and the environment of people around singapore, was reluctant to believe what he said. I told him to go and to go and find his colleagues and borrow the money. But he said that those blanglah are very stingy and didnt lend him any money (wth, wtf, you think i am so generous is it?). So I told him to go and find my estate security guard to seek help (actually i wanted to hand him to the security guard for creating the trouble for asking people money). He said he dun wan.
So I told him to go and work for some people around there to get some money. You can speak english.. you got hands.. you got legs.. you can walk about.. why do you need to beg people for money? so ridiculous.
There are few reasons that i do not want to give him money:
First, Where did you get that 20 cents from? if you can find 20 cents, go and find another 80 cents.
Second, the time was around 1:30pm to 2:00pm. If your supervisor never come, you should have gone back home since morning, why are you still around? abit unbelievable huh?
Third, you are going to work with your colleague, why cant you borrow money from them? Or persuade them to lend you. If you dun try to get along with them, when will you be able to get along with them?
Fourth, You really think of short term.. No wonder you have no money. If you come to work, you should prepare money for lunch and the journey home! No wonder you got no money because u never learn to save.
Fifth, You approached the wrong person.
I have been through so much lies in my life that i wish not believe people. Especially the stranger. Ok, I also thought of myself ending up with no money like him. But when the time comes, that is my badluck then. Cannot help it, i will admit it. And I will not blame people for not helping me. Because I learnt that when people need help they turn to me, and when they dun, they turn away.
I am not saying that all people around me is like that. But that is the nature of most people on earth. Or maybe Singaporean. Or that is the culture of BusinessPerson??
Sometimes I just couldn't understand why people like my brother, sister, parents like to help people so muchhhhhhhhh. They dun get any returns from it. I just couldn't figure it out. But I still believe that if you do good deeds, you will get it back in good way...
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Today when i was coming into my estate gate, there is this man talking to 2 primary school kids at the gate. I wanted to go in... then the primary school kid left.
He looked like a foreigner. He doesn't look like indian, malay, chinese... he told me that he only had 20 cents and he wanted to go home nad he need another 80 cents to go to bukit batok. He said that today is his first day of work at the construction site around there. And his supervisor never come! He also told me that his supervisor told him to come and the supervisor will pay him money for the use on the first day.
I, having gone through the nature and the environment of people around singapore, was reluctant to believe what he said. I told him to go and to go and find his colleagues and borrow the money. But he said that those blanglah are very stingy and didnt lend him any money (wth, wtf, you think i am so generous is it?). So I told him to go and find my estate security guard to seek help (actually i wanted to hand him to the security guard for creating the trouble for asking people money). He said he dun wan.
So I told him to go and work for some people around there to get some money. You can speak english.. you got hands.. you got legs.. you can walk about.. why do you need to beg people for money? so ridiculous.
There are few reasons that i do not want to give him money:
First, Where did you get that 20 cents from? if you can find 20 cents, go and find another 80 cents.
Second, the time was around 1:30pm to 2:00pm. If your supervisor never come, you should have gone back home since morning, why are you still around? abit unbelievable huh?
Third, you are going to work with your colleague, why cant you borrow money from them? Or persuade them to lend you. If you dun try to get along with them, when will you be able to get along with them?
Fourth, You really think of short term.. No wonder you have no money. If you come to work, you should prepare money for lunch and the journey home! No wonder you got no money because u never learn to save.
Fifth, You approached the wrong person.
I have been through so much lies in my life that i wish not believe people. Especially the stranger. Ok, I also thought of myself ending up with no money like him. But when the time comes, that is my badluck then. Cannot help it, i will admit it. And I will not blame people for not helping me. Because I learnt that when people need help they turn to me, and when they dun, they turn away.
I am not saying that all people around me is like that. But that is the nature of most people on earth. Or maybe Singaporean. Or that is the culture of BusinessPerson??
Sometimes I just couldn't understand why people like my brother, sister, parents like to help people so muchhhhhhhhh. They dun get any returns from it. I just couldn't figure it out. But I still believe that if you do good deeds, you will get it back in good way...
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Monday, September 27, 2004
Very stressed these days. Project coming up... just a recap
Monday, 27: submission of ECID (though it is late)
Tuesday, 28: presentation of KMS
submission of ECD report (though late)
Wednesday, 29: ECID presentation
Thursday, 30:
Friday, 1: ECD presentation
I got no optimistic view of my life man.. :'(
Recently eat alot, 3 meals a day...TODAY taken 2 meals alreayd....and now hungry.... I going to eat dinner soon.... byeeeeeee....
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Monday, 27: submission of ECID (though it is late)
Tuesday, 28: presentation of KMS
submission of ECD report (though late)
Wednesday, 29: ECID presentation
Thursday, 30:
Friday, 1: ECD presentation
I got no optimistic view of my life man.. :'(
Recently eat alot, 3 meals a day...TODAY taken 2 meals alreayd....and now hungry.... I going to eat dinner soon.... byeeeeeee....
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Friday, September 24, 2004
It has been 36 hours since i last woke up from my bed. I havent been sleeping for the past 36 hours. Though i take some light nap in ECID class. Today i took bus to school and almost fell sleep in the bus. My mind wasn't there already. So i went thru the backdoor and to canteen 2 to take some Kopi. felt better thereafter. Then during lunch time took another can of coffee. Lucky that i managed to keep myself on the track on IEF lecture.
ECID... this is disasterous. Everything went no good. I want to faint. Nurul is obviously colour blind. She cannot differentiate colours. I dun understand why... hai... I am partly to blame for not PUSHING the project to be out earlier so that the comments and corrections can be done earlier.
Was waiting for wawa to do the 'correction' of the pages. we were like seeing whether we will be in time for 7pm. hurhur. Was like stockmarket like that. hurhur. And I think my blood pressure has gone up and down.
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ECID... this is disasterous. Everything went no good. I want to faint. Nurul is obviously colour blind. She cannot differentiate colours. I dun understand why... hai... I am partly to blame for not PUSHING the project to be out earlier so that the comments and corrections can be done earlier.
Was waiting for wawa to do the 'correction' of the pages. we were like seeing whether we will be in time for 7pm. hurhur. Was like stockmarket like that. hurhur. And I think my blood pressure has gone up and down.
Stop.
Thursday, September 23, 2004
I dun understand why, why, why... WHY must it be me who suffer.
I will change my working style in my group next semester, i will make sure that everybody produce a quality work and everybody is comfortable with working.
I will design a new workflow with new system that will be the most benefitial and most influential. Whoever dun like my new style are free to leave. There is no barrier to exit. I got this guidance from someone, and i would like to try it out. It may be time consuming but let's give it a try.
I will spend my holiday doing research to understand more of human nature so that i will be able to get along with people better.
WILL BE CONTINUED.
I will change my working style in my group next semester, i will make sure that everybody produce a quality work and everybody is comfortable with working.
I will design a new workflow with new system that will be the most benefitial and most influential. Whoever dun like my new style are free to leave. There is no barrier to exit. I got this guidance from someone, and i would like to try it out. It may be time consuming but let's give it a try.
I will spend my holiday doing research to understand more of human nature so that i will be able to get along with people better.
WILL BE CONTINUED.
IT'S OBVIOUS that i am being made used of, no one care about me. *sob* When they need help, they turn to me, when i am useless, they just turn away and leave me like JJ. :'( especially syiqin today :'( :'( is it true? :'( :'(
Exam is coming near, i will have less mood to entertain people, who ever owe me anything, please return. Who ever trying to offend me or making me frustrated, i will show what it is like when i lose my temper.
Dimutu class again... sad sad...i hate it, my ECID project is less than 50% done.. cry-cry... I dunno how am i going to complete it. i wan to cry...
Just learned that i still have 2 more weeks (excluding this week) of school to go. I only have one week to study instead of 2. This is outrages. What the hell, they dun care abt students feeling and all :'(
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Exam is coming near, i will have less mood to entertain people, who ever owe me anything, please return. Who ever trying to offend me or making me frustrated, i will show what it is like when i lose my temper.
Dimutu class again... sad sad...i hate it, my ECID project is less than 50% done.. cry-cry... I dunno how am i going to complete it. i wan to cry...
Just learned that i still have 2 more weeks (excluding this week) of school to go. I only have one week to study instead of 2. This is outrages. What the hell, they dun care abt students feeling and all :'(
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Tuesday, September 21, 2004
IN HIBERNATION (30 more days!!!!!!)
I will be in hibernation from today on. Though i will appear on MSN, but i may not talk to you... As usual, when it is near exam and project deadline is coming near, my temper seems to have shortened, my mood seems to have worsened. I will not want to entertain many people around me, try your luck, if your timing is good, i might be nice, else I would have to say sorry... opps... not 'sorry' it will be that i might tell u off...hurhurhur
i am now studying ASIAN financial crisis, Thailand perspective. Fun reading it though i dun understand alot of thing inside... hurhurhur...
30 more days and i will enjoy!!! yeah!!! I have to pull thru this suffering and excel!!! I am sure i can...
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I will be in hibernation from today on. Though i will appear on MSN, but i may not talk to you... As usual, when it is near exam and project deadline is coming near, my temper seems to have shortened, my mood seems to have worsened. I will not want to entertain many people around me, try your luck, if your timing is good, i might be nice, else I would have to say sorry... opps... not 'sorry' it will be that i might tell u off...hurhurhur
i am now studying ASIAN financial crisis, Thailand perspective. Fun reading it though i dun understand alot of thing inside... hurhurhur...
30 more days and i will enjoy!!! yeah!!! I have to pull thru this suffering and excel!!! I am sure i can...
stop.
Monday, September 20, 2004
Lastnight i saw that Jiang has relinquished the post of top military and given to Hu Jintao... And i Dreamt lastnihgt that Jiang, after giving the power to HU, he was in the hunger for power and died of heart attack...This may sound very funny...but if u have been following, u will know taht jiang has the hunger for power, he let hu become president for more than a year liao yet still hold the military power....like Lee KY like and Empress Dowager Cixi like that... retire liao still stay behind the curtain to control the country!!!!!
SUSILO bambang yudhoyono... I really dunno how to spell his name...and he seems to be winning the election... Susilo is a retired general and a presidential candidate, so he might have the military influnce...but if he really gets into the parliament..then i dunno how...becos they said that most pple there belong to megawati...hai...shall not tok too much...
BANGKOK MAYOR... Heard that Samak won the bangkok mayor election again... i just hate him... he is an old and stubon politician who should retire and go home. He is also another one who is in the hunger for power!!!.. still remember that 4 yrs ago...he was elected as bangkok mayor in sep, then he apply to be pm candidate again for january election. He is very greedy...become bangkok mayor already still not satisfied and still want to be the PM.. See thaksin, he din send any TRT candidate into the elction of bangkok mayor this time..they are preparing for the general election in january. hurhurhurhur
Which is the next country that i shall talk about? maybe US? or AUSTRALIA? so many election recently... so sian...
Hai... HOPE that if bush wins, he will then got guts to have economic reform to US economy becos it gonna be his final round in power. If kerry wins...then hai... i also dunno how....
As for john howard, i think he will win lah...becos he was the one that called for election.
so many elections.... i still dunno how am i going to do the election during the general election in january... hurhurhur...
SUSILO bambang yudhoyono... I really dunno how to spell his name...and he seems to be winning the election... Susilo is a retired general and a presidential candidate, so he might have the military influnce...but if he really gets into the parliament..then i dunno how...becos they said that most pple there belong to megawati...hai...shall not tok too much...
BANGKOK MAYOR... Heard that Samak won the bangkok mayor election again... i just hate him... he is an old and stubon politician who should retire and go home. He is also another one who is in the hunger for power!!!.. still remember that 4 yrs ago...he was elected as bangkok mayor in sep, then he apply to be pm candidate again for january election. He is very greedy...become bangkok mayor already still not satisfied and still want to be the PM.. See thaksin, he din send any TRT candidate into the elction of bangkok mayor this time..they are preparing for the general election in january. hurhurhurhur
Which is the next country that i shall talk about? maybe US? or AUSTRALIA? so many election recently... so sian...
Hai... HOPE that if bush wins, he will then got guts to have economic reform to US economy becos it gonna be his final round in power. If kerry wins...then hai... i also dunno how....
As for john howard, i think he will win lah...becos he was the one that called for election.
so many elections.... i still dunno how am i going to do the election during the general election in january... hurhurhur...
Hello everyone, please take a minute to do the survey question on the right handside poll that i just put up. it will be of a benefit to me, tahnks.
Sunday, September 19, 2004
I havent been studying since the last vow... i dunno what is wrong with me, I hate myself!!!!!!! always giv excuses for not studying... i hate myself...
Now having thigh muscle pain... alll becos of that 6 round on NP track... and now i hope to recover soon, and i dun have strength these few days.
Todya is a sunny sunday, it rained for a while jsutnow, and now the sun is coming out... i hate rain+sun at the same time... I love rain when i am at home and not going out... I love sun when i go out... but i dun like sun too much.
oh no, i gotta to finish the magazine and do project works... then gotta study liao... i got no time...i lack of time... god, please give me more time, and i will pay it back...
I got nothing to write today except for that timmy who asked me out for batminton, and i feel that i am not suitable to play badminton. i cant move...hurhurhur...
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Now having thigh muscle pain... alll becos of that 6 round on NP track... and now i hope to recover soon, and i dun have strength these few days.
Todya is a sunny sunday, it rained for a while jsutnow, and now the sun is coming out... i hate rain+sun at the same time... I love rain when i am at home and not going out... I love sun when i go out... but i dun like sun too much.
oh no, i gotta to finish the magazine and do project works... then gotta study liao... i got no time...i lack of time... god, please give me more time, and i will pay it back...
I got nothing to write today except for that timmy who asked me out for batminton, and i feel that i am not suitable to play badminton. i cant move...hurhurhur...
stop.
Saturday, September 18, 2004
Today went for training at microsoft...listen to 4 pple tok cock... well, it was ok, most speakers are interesting....
FIRST one, i cant remember the name...he look quite old....
SECOND one was wei-meng LEE...he was lecturer of NP ICT school b4...
THIRD one is dunno what name...jsut know that his name very unique... He tok abt ASP.NET and he sound like he is from CHINA...
FORTH one surname is AW, he is from idealsoft... he was toking abt the software that is being deployed in school like CRESCENT GIRLS' SCHOOL.... the tablet PC school...
OVERALL is ok jsut that i got backache when sitting there....then went for lunch with totoshasha then food fair at 403 and 404 then went home thru 961 and slept for 2 hours then wake up and feel so guilty again for sleeping so long.
thats all bah...btw, this post is posted on 20th september...but i put the date as saturday date...
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FIRST one, i cant remember the name...he look quite old....
SECOND one was wei-meng LEE...he was lecturer of NP ICT school b4...
THIRD one is dunno what name...jsut know that his name very unique... He tok abt ASP.NET and he sound like he is from CHINA...
FORTH one surname is AW, he is from idealsoft... he was toking abt the software that is being deployed in school like CRESCENT GIRLS' SCHOOL.... the tablet PC school...
OVERALL is ok jsut that i got backache when sitting there....then went for lunch with totoshasha then food fair at 403 and 404 then went home thru 961 and slept for 2 hours then wake up and feel so guilty again for sleeping so long.
thats all bah...btw, this post is posted on 20th september...but i put the date as saturday date...
stop.
Friday, September 17, 2004
Hello people!!!!! Hai... today i went to meeting and wawa never go...somemore she dunno my handphone when i sms her... heez... everybody was late... i think meiqi must be bored waiting... hurhurhur
Went to the IEF lecture abit late...cannot find seat to sit...so sit with erm.. Donavan is it? marcus jonathan and eric they all... kind of cannot understand the lecture.
Then went for the DDBS lecture... erm... okok loh...then went for the run... I din take lunch today and went for the run..and i wanted to vomit and wanted to faint...i was tired for so long even till i reach home... I kept seeing stars when i ever standup... oh my..that is the sign of low blood pressure... and i was amazed that i din faint when i am supposed to becos i din take lunch.
Then came home and found that i got a pile of magazine that i havent read... and i wan to fiant again.... hai....
Tak Hay sent me the photo of niagara fall last month..and it is so beautiful....i want to go canada!!!!! hurhuhur i think i will have no chance unless i study in canada!.. or only nexttime when i earn large money.. but still hor... i wont have time go go for holiday man...
till then, i gotta take care of my health... bye!!!!!
Went to the IEF lecture abit late...cannot find seat to sit...so sit with erm.. Donavan is it? marcus jonathan and eric they all... kind of cannot understand the lecture.
Then went for the DDBS lecture... erm... okok loh...then went for the run... I din take lunch today and went for the run..and i wanted to vomit and wanted to faint...i was tired for so long even till i reach home... I kept seeing stars when i ever standup... oh my..that is the sign of low blood pressure... and i was amazed that i din faint when i am supposed to becos i din take lunch.
Then came home and found that i got a pile of magazine that i havent read... and i wan to fiant again.... hai....
Tak Hay sent me the photo of niagara fall last month..and it is so beautiful....i want to go canada!!!!! hurhuhur i think i will have no chance unless i study in canada!.. or only nexttime when i earn large money.. but still hor... i wont have time go go for holiday man...
till then, i gotta take care of my health... bye!!!!!
Tuesday, September 14, 2004
[WASHINGTON] Alan Greenspan think that US economy will not be growing at the moment of time when other economists thought that the US economy will recover, Greenspan said that US economy slow because of the oil prices rise recently. Ethan Marris, Lehman Brothers chief economist said that Greenspan is trying to talk up the economy.
[ASEAN] Singapore has progressed with many bilateral FTA recently, but it will be diffisult for other asian nations to follow. This is because Singapore is a free port. Thailand is the first nation in ASEAN to follow Singapore for FTA with many countries but there were many problems with it. This is maninly because of the agriculture sector.
[SHANGHAI] China inflation rate seen hitting 7-year high. This cause the effect in stock prices too! People were afraid that China arn't able to control its economy and the high inflation rate and will soon decide to raise the interest rate if they cannot solve the overheating problem. That's why the stock prices dropped. (in case u dunno why i use shanghai instead of beijing is because the china main stock exchage market is based in Shanghai)
[KUALA LUMPUR] Malaysia, Mohammad Abdulla Badawi has announced the budget for malaysia lastweek and it is going to be in deficit. He said that the deficit will last atleast till 2006 or after. Mayalsia will introduce GST on good but not on normal good. The duties for ciggarette and beer will rise. Mr abdulla pledge to curve the drinking and smoking.
[PP] I feel so sian, Jq havent submitted his work to me yet and it is now 48 hours late! I dunno when is he going to submit. He took so long to do the work and he did not share his problem with us. :'(
I dun feel like blogging more now, will blog other day. bye.
stop.
[ASEAN] Singapore has progressed with many bilateral FTA recently, but it will be diffisult for other asian nations to follow. This is because Singapore is a free port. Thailand is the first nation in ASEAN to follow Singapore for FTA with many countries but there were many problems with it. This is maninly because of the agriculture sector.
[SHANGHAI] China inflation rate seen hitting 7-year high. This cause the effect in stock prices too! People were afraid that China arn't able to control its economy and the high inflation rate and will soon decide to raise the interest rate if they cannot solve the overheating problem. That's why the stock prices dropped. (in case u dunno why i use shanghai instead of beijing is because the china main stock exchage market is based in Shanghai)
[KUALA LUMPUR] Malaysia, Mohammad Abdulla Badawi has announced the budget for malaysia lastweek and it is going to be in deficit. He said that the deficit will last atleast till 2006 or after. Mayalsia will introduce GST on good but not on normal good. The duties for ciggarette and beer will rise. Mr abdulla pledge to curve the drinking and smoking.
[PP] I feel so sian, Jq havent submitted his work to me yet and it is now 48 hours late! I dunno when is he going to submit. He took so long to do the work and he did not share his problem with us. :'(
I dun feel like blogging more now, will blog other day. bye.
stop.
Saturday, September 11, 2004
VOW TO STUDY
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I will study harder, these few days very frustrated over many things. With many basterds and bitches around... I am really very sad
I canot wake up, cannot study, cannot anything and cannot everything.
Today test, the main mistake was at the 3 forces that need to explain, i went to explain rubbuish! i suppose to explain the ppm (pple, product & management) then i go and explain the icicu... damn
so now, i will concentrate on teh project and press on for the exam. The exam time is near, my temper has been shorten again, so if i dun say 'hi' or dun greet u, or dun reply ur msn message, please forgive me in advance. I will not entertain non-sense people.
SEP 11, i am so sorry for those who died about few-hours-to-be-3-years ago... i condemn terrorist action, and 2 days ago only, 8 pple died in the suicide bomber at australian embassy in jarkarta... hai... i think i shall not talk about it further...
stop.
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I will study harder, these few days very frustrated over many things. With many basterds and bitches around... I am really very sad
I canot wake up, cannot study, cannot anything and cannot everything.
Today test, the main mistake was at the 3 forces that need to explain, i went to explain rubbuish! i suppose to explain the ppm (pple, product & management) then i go and explain the icicu... damn
so now, i will concentrate on teh project and press on for the exam. The exam time is near, my temper has been shorten again, so if i dun say 'hi' or dun greet u, or dun reply ur msn message, please forgive me in advance. I will not entertain non-sense people.
SEP 11, i am so sorry for those who died about few-hours-to-be-3-years ago... i condemn terrorist action, and 2 days ago only, 8 pple died in the suicide bomber at australian embassy in jarkarta... hai... i think i shall not talk about it further...
stop.
Wednesday, September 08, 2004
I always wanted to understand Human Nature, but I simply cant... I dunno why! But I just cannot understand people around me better. I dunno the reasons for their behavior and their motive. I also dunno how to over come those problems... I just simply cant!!
There are many people around me that I have always been wanting to understand them. But either no chance, or no brain... meaning some people I dun really interact with them, so I dun know them well. No brain meaning I know and aware of their behavior but I cannot understand, I got no brain to think, or I just cannot figure out why.. why.. why.. those people behave that way..
Currently, I dun understand everybody beside me, they got different motives... the best person in BIT that I know is bQ, but I think I still dunno her well... then there are some more more more more more more more more more people in BIT that I dunno... some more people from outside that I dunno... sad...
That is life? Really? When I dun understand people beside me, I dun understand myself as well... I think I know myself too little..hai...hai...
Why am I toking about people around me? I dun wan to say. If u think u understand me, then u should know why I write it...
From today on, I am going to work harder, I am going to give a very stringent plan for my academic, 70% academic and 30% leisure. Hope it will work well. I feel that my attitude towards work has changed! But people still think that I am hardworking that's why they are slacking.. right or not?
I am looking forward to the reward that I will get if I work hard, and thus I must strive harder and harder. I am going to refill the petrol tank, put everything aside and concentrate on the central route. This is life, so I have to follow it.
There are many people around me that I have always been wanting to understand them. But either no chance, or no brain... meaning some people I dun really interact with them, so I dun know them well. No brain meaning I know and aware of their behavior but I cannot understand, I got no brain to think, or I just cannot figure out why.. why.. why.. those people behave that way..
Currently, I dun understand everybody beside me, they got different motives... the best person in BIT that I know is bQ, but I think I still dunno her well... then there are some more more more more more more more more more people in BIT that I dunno... some more people from outside that I dunno... sad...
That is life? Really? When I dun understand people beside me, I dun understand myself as well... I think I know myself too little..hai...hai...
Why am I toking about people around me? I dun wan to say. If u think u understand me, then u should know why I write it...
From today on, I am going to work harder, I am going to give a very stringent plan for my academic, 70% academic and 30% leisure. Hope it will work well. I feel that my attitude towards work has changed! But people still think that I am hardworking that's why they are slacking.. right or not?
I am looking forward to the reward that I will get if I work hard, and thus I must strive harder and harder. I am going to refill the petrol tank, put everything aside and concentrate on the central route. This is life, so I have to follow it.
Sunday, September 05, 2004
I just dun understand why the figure cannot balance... damn... My accounts have gone heywire... and i am now figuring out them... i msut do 6 months backward... now, i imagine myself doing accounting with bunch of white hair...
Just talked to my dad... and found out something that make me sad... something happened... I do not wan to say... and all of you, dun ask me about it... it is something that i dun wish to say out to you all... hai.....
I will change my diet and lead a healthier life style, this is in the 3rd phase of my diet plan, morning - cereal or bread, lunch - (rice with dished) or (ccf with fruits) the second choice preffered, dinner - (scope of rice with 2 dishes)...I know that we should eat less for dinner, but i eat more for dinner because i will have to stay up later till about 1 or 2 or 3, but i am not taking anything after 8pm, so i need more...
My accounts still cannot balance... where to find money ah??? howhowhow? anybody wanna make up the loss to make it balance for me?
ok, i going to continue...
stop.
Just talked to my dad... and found out something that make me sad... something happened... I do not wan to say... and all of you, dun ask me about it... it is something that i dun wish to say out to you all... hai.....
I will change my diet and lead a healthier life style, this is in the 3rd phase of my diet plan, morning - cereal or bread, lunch - (rice with dished) or (ccf with fruits) the second choice preffered, dinner - (scope of rice with 2 dishes)...I know that we should eat less for dinner, but i eat more for dinner because i will have to stay up later till about 1 or 2 or 3, but i am not taking anything after 8pm, so i need more...
My accounts still cannot balance... where to find money ah??? howhowhow? anybody wanna make up the loss to make it balance for me?
ok, i going to continue...
stop.
Saturday, September 04, 2004
/i am very frustrated right now. Recently I met many irritating, 2 of the female are said to be bi**h... I do not want to mention who they are, but I wan to warn you, if you continue to be like this, you are going to get something from me.
I am so irritated that now i see everything then i also feel angry... damn today tok, make me even worse, i should have gotten a good sleep, watch cartoon later.. but then i gotta go for this stupid tok... i think they are all rubbish...
another party that gonna get scolding from me is the bank, thier action is so slow, that i wanted to call up the manager and talk to them... (note: i called up the manager of a bank branch in thailand and complain about one of their staff before)
i think i should go to funan later...or shall it be simlim? hai...die man...i feeel like jumping again...
from now, the time is getting near exam, my mood will be getting worse, my temper has been shorten, so please, please do not test my temper... I can burst anytime, if i found that you have been heating me or trying to get somethign from me... i can go on scolding you for hours and hours...
i got my commontest results and roughly know all the 4 modules results.... and i found that the 2 guys: ong zheng guang and soh syiqin, they are having the marks very close to me for every module. I wonder whether they copied my answer in the test.. hurhurhur, joking... but hor, my results, all A+ except KMS which turned out to be B only... as for those whose other results are not so good, their KMS marks are damn high...
ok, i gotta get moving...byebyebye
stop.
I am so irritated that now i see everything then i also feel angry... damn today tok, make me even worse, i should have gotten a good sleep, watch cartoon later.. but then i gotta go for this stupid tok... i think they are all rubbish...
another party that gonna get scolding from me is the bank, thier action is so slow, that i wanted to call up the manager and talk to them... (note: i called up the manager of a bank branch in thailand and complain about one of their staff before)
i think i should go to funan later...or shall it be simlim? hai...die man...i feeel like jumping again...
from now, the time is getting near exam, my mood will be getting worse, my temper has been shorten, so please, please do not test my temper... I can burst anytime, if i found that you have been heating me or trying to get somethign from me... i can go on scolding you for hours and hours...
i got my commontest results and roughly know all the 4 modules results.... and i found that the 2 guys: ong zheng guang and soh syiqin, they are having the marks very close to me for every module. I wonder whether they copied my answer in the test.. hurhurhur, joking... but hor, my results, all A+ except KMS which turned out to be B only... as for those whose other results are not so good, their KMS marks are damn high...
ok, i gotta get moving...byebyebye
stop.
Friday, September 03, 2004
I feel that i am so unproductive today, I wanted to study IEF from 8pm to 12am...but ended up chatting online from 8:30 pm till 12am....My attitude is really bad...its getting worse.. my self discipline is dropping... and my fitness level is runing lower.
Today got to know that i got A+ for the SS test... but i was unhappy with the tutor becos she was very sarcastic and bias against the BA students. She kept comparing ICT studnets to BA students... first thign was the landyard on sars readiness exercise.. the second thing was how we do practical...... she kept comparing to ict students... hai...
I was unhappy with that guy and that girl too...very irritating...i shall not say who... you should know who you are...but i think you will not know becos u dun hav my blog address...hurhurhur
Matthew got new girlfriend already...he keep hugging her and kissing her in class.... dunno when they are getting married...hurhur... but i dunno why i care so much...hurhurhur...i think i am abit crazy....btu the funny thing was that bay, shuluan, jac, timmy, and sammy and me were toking abt matthew behaviour in class then jac was the one who raise the description of matthew action of kissing and hugging in class....that made us thought that Fabian is not showing love to her explicitly enough that she is jealous that fabian is not kissing her and hugging her in class....hurhrr....
I think nextweek we gotta have another sars readiness exercise becos today response was super bad...no one in canteen wear landyard...hurhurhur...
Tomorrow is gonna be the kms test review?? oh no....i dunno how many marks i will get...die man...pray hard hard harder and harder....
i going to sleep...no time to read liao...nitenitentie
stop.
Today got to know that i got A+ for the SS test... but i was unhappy with the tutor becos she was very sarcastic and bias against the BA students. She kept comparing ICT studnets to BA students... first thign was the landyard on sars readiness exercise.. the second thing was how we do practical...... she kept comparing to ict students... hai...
I was unhappy with that guy and that girl too...very irritating...i shall not say who... you should know who you are...but i think you will not know becos u dun hav my blog address...hurhurhur
Matthew got new girlfriend already...he keep hugging her and kissing her in class.... dunno when they are getting married...hurhur... but i dunno why i care so much...hurhurhur...i think i am abit crazy....btu the funny thing was that bay, shuluan, jac, timmy, and sammy and me were toking abt matthew behaviour in class then jac was the one who raise the description of matthew action of kissing and hugging in class....that made us thought that Fabian is not showing love to her explicitly enough that she is jealous that fabian is not kissing her and hugging her in class....hurhrr....
I think nextweek we gotta have another sars readiness exercise becos today response was super bad...no one in canteen wear landyard...hurhurhur...
Tomorrow is gonna be the kms test review?? oh no....i dunno how many marks i will get...die man...pray hard hard harder and harder....
i going to sleep...no time to read liao...nitenitentie
stop.
Wednesday, September 01, 2004
Sian...Now waiting for the time of Dimutu Megawati class again... She and she went home and din wan to wiat for me :'( hai...Dimutu class is boring and i will be bored to death.
Justnow met Fabby's group, they asked me to help on somethign...i dun feel like it...but poorthing...help them lah.... i will try my best, if i cannot, then pardon me. I still got 3 mroe projects to go...Hope they will go well....
IEF presentation...nightmere...We were marked down on our attire as it is one of the component in the presentation, I was calculating the projected marks for IEF...hurhurhur....i dunno how to score man...
The commontest for IEF was ok...the class did pretty ok for the test...
Now about life, I still feel that some people are cheating on me... They turn to me when they need help and run away from me when they are better off... I feel like jumping...................................... jumping on to my bed...Pommmm....
2 more days to go for this stupid week...oh no, its 3 days because on saturday we got the entreprenuer talk which suppose to be very boring... Then next we will start.
IEF, we din have tutorial today, I think nextweek also no tutorial and we will be left with only 3 more tutorials on IEF and that is done but we will have another 4 topics extra to cover...in total it will be 7 topics....
This world...is it fair? it will never be fair...and today i feel that i have something stuck in my troat and i want to drink water...i cannot breath well...
I feel like talking to my primary school friends and asked how they are...but i lost contact of all of them...hurhurhur..never talk to any of them after the primary 6 exam..gone case..
Over the weekend, i talked to many representative from australian university about courses, i still dunno which university to choose...which part of australia to go etc...hai...sad sad...and i wont be seeing singapore already.l..hurhurhru...Lee Hsien Loong will conquar singapore and senior lee still dunwan to resign...hai... i dunwan to comment too much on that...hurhurhur
ok, its time for me to go and drink water...else i will not be able to breath....
stop...
Justnow met Fabby's group, they asked me to help on somethign...i dun feel like it...but poorthing...help them lah.... i will try my best, if i cannot, then pardon me. I still got 3 mroe projects to go...Hope they will go well....
IEF presentation...nightmere...We were marked down on our attire as it is one of the component in the presentation, I was calculating the projected marks for IEF...hurhurhur....i dunno how to score man...
The commontest for IEF was ok...the class did pretty ok for the test...
Now about life, I still feel that some people are cheating on me... They turn to me when they need help and run away from me when they are better off... I feel like jumping...................................... jumping on to my bed...Pommmm....
2 more days to go for this stupid week...oh no, its 3 days because on saturday we got the entreprenuer talk which suppose to be very boring... Then next we will start.
IEF, we din have tutorial today, I think nextweek also no tutorial and we will be left with only 3 more tutorials on IEF and that is done but we will have another 4 topics extra to cover...in total it will be 7 topics....
This world...is it fair? it will never be fair...and today i feel that i have something stuck in my troat and i want to drink water...i cannot breath well...
I feel like talking to my primary school friends and asked how they are...but i lost contact of all of them...hurhurhur..never talk to any of them after the primary 6 exam..gone case..
Over the weekend, i talked to many representative from australian university about courses, i still dunno which university to choose...which part of australia to go etc...hai...sad sad...and i wont be seeing singapore already.l..hurhurhru...Lee Hsien Loong will conquar singapore and senior lee still dunwan to resign...hai... i dunwan to comment too much on that...hurhurhur
ok, its time for me to go and drink water...else i will not be able to breath....
stop...
Tuesday, August 24, 2004
Tomorrow is my SS test, but I am studying ecid...I kinda know what to do
for ss and dun feel like studying ss till just abt before I sleep...
Today the test of kms is quite ok, just that for question 2 which I
dunno what to write for the answer, so I crapped all the way..hurhurhur
Today I am very frustrated over many thingsss. Let me quote one, I slept
for 3 hours this afternoon which was from 2pm to 5pm...and I feel so
guilty.
I dunno why I wanted to joining air rifle again. I last hold the air
rifle in 1999 and never again after that. Now I want to do it again. But
too bad that NP does not have air rifle club, so I decided to find out
more about archery...will I be able to do it?
I am still thinking about my IEF test...the regional agreement and the
ASEAN+3. so dunno how to do man...
Ok, I shall not go on else I will burst...(I mean go on writing the
journal, not to stop studying)
Stop.
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for ss and dun feel like studying ss till just abt before I sleep...
Today the test of kms is quite ok, just that for question 2 which I
dunno what to write for the answer, so I crapped all the way..hurhurhur
Today I am very frustrated over many thingsss. Let me quote one, I slept
for 3 hours this afternoon which was from 2pm to 5pm...and I feel so
guilty.
I dunno why I wanted to joining air rifle again. I last hold the air
rifle in 1999 and never again after that. Now I want to do it again. But
too bad that NP does not have air rifle club, so I decided to find out
more about archery...will I be able to do it?
I am still thinking about my IEF test...the regional agreement and the
ASEAN+3. so dunno how to do man...
Ok, I shall not go on else I will burst...(I mean go on writing the
journal, not to stop studying)
Stop.
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Monday, August 23, 2004
It is a sad thing to see when Li Jia Wei lost in the Bronze match!
Devastting. But it is just a competition, you dun need to be sad, you have done Singapore proud! So, Jia Wei, Jia You!!! But dun Jia too much because
later u become oily! Hurhur lame!
Boonsak also lost! Oh no...He was very frustrated during the match when
he was gonna lose...sad for him too...
Pawina Tongsuk won the weighting 75kg, women...The silver and bronze is
russia and russia...i think...But I find it funny when they sang the
national anthem. When the anthem started, the thai crowd started
singing, but the pace is very fast! Then they were like lost...and I
found it super funny...hurhurhur
Olympics are supposed to be an event purely to celebrate sports and the
wonderful athletes who participate but they have also become a
competition between nations. People throughout the world focus on their
own athletes and they take great pride when an athlete or team from
their own country wins a medal, particularly a gold medal. Such a sad
thing...
Ok, I gotta stop here, I wan to sleep liao...tomorrow got kms...wish me
luck leh...
Stop.
Devastting. But it is just a competition, you dun need to be sad, you have done Singapore proud! So, Jia Wei, Jia You!!! But dun Jia too much because
later u become oily! Hurhur lame!
Boonsak also lost! Oh no...He was very frustrated during the match when
he was gonna lose...sad for him too...
Pawina Tongsuk won the weighting 75kg, women...The silver and bronze is
russia and russia...i think...But I find it funny when they sang the
national anthem. When the anthem started, the thai crowd started
singing, but the pace is very fast! Then they were like lost...and I
found it super funny...hurhurhur
Olympics are supposed to be an event purely to celebrate sports and the
wonderful athletes who participate but they have also become a
competition between nations. People throughout the world focus on their
own athletes and they take great pride when an athlete or team from
their own country wins a medal, particularly a gold medal. Such a sad
thing...
Ok, I gotta stop here, I wan to sleep liao...tomorrow got kms...wish me
luck leh...
Stop.
Friday, August 20, 2004
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Monday, August 16, 2004
Its kinda funny to see 3 different versions of the the blog entry on my his blog. Hurhur, each time, I got more and more frustrated..hurhurhruhur..
I duno why it came out, but it suppose to have gotten lost...
I am really frustrated now, just now I wrote the entry for today twice,
and both attempt failed...when I posted, everything is gone...die msn, I
dunno why!!!, shit, go and die lah...i am really in bad mood now...plus
what happened just now, I wan to kill people now...
I will try my best to recall what ever I typed, I typed it twice
already...i sure can remember....hai...this is making me sick even
more...oh, I am now using My email to type the entry...
Today is a terrible day for me, I got low blood pressure for the past
few days...since Friday I think...When ever I stand up, after 5 second,
I will see stars...and I will lose balance...today, when I got up and
walked outside, I start to see star when I was at the piano...i stop and
hold on to the piano...and I almost collapse if there was nothing there
for me to hold to...I think I lack exercise, I gonna plan my exercise
for the rest of the semester on mondya...
Today, I think I am having heart problem too...my heard beat very hard
(not fast)...meaning its have a high impact...it is beating super duper
herd...When I lie down on the bed, I put my handphone on my left chest,
I can see the phone moving up and down very prominently...i am so
scared...Plus what happened just now, the landlord opened the door so
loudly, I almost got shocked, my heart almost stop beating...what if I
got heart problem how???...I think I need to exercise more...
One possibility is that I may lack iron...i need to take extra iron, I
will consider buying iron bar...and take more spinach (as advised my
Mrs. Wong-Chiang Ching Hui) as it is high in fibre...Now I am
considering whether to go ahead with the blood donation...i will have to
see...
Tomorrow having SS revision with syiqim, wawa....dunno whether bq is
coming...oh yah, bq is angry at me...i dunno for whatever reason...i am
so sad...i am sorry anyway......and I also havenÂt passed the present to
her, it has been with me for almost 2 weeks now...hurhur...
Ok, actually I wanted to write more than this, but I think I cannot take
it liao...this is the 3rd time I am writing...i really cannot take
it...hai...see u then...byebyebye
Damn it...I have written so long, and when i click 'publish', everything disappeared...faint...But I can remember what i typed justnow, but i am too tired to type...but will type out...
I am having low blood pressure for the past few days...I think i am really in trouble...the symptom goes like this...when i stand up, from the bed while sleeping, or from the chair while sitting...I will get to see alot of star just about 5 second after i stand up.....then the stars will last for about 10 seconds before i get back to normal....This afternoon was teh worst...I stand, and walked out of the room to the piano, then i see lot of stars, i lose all the balance that i have to hold on to the piano...if the piano were not there, i think i could have collapse to the floor...choi...
My heart beat very hard...(not fast, but hard)...meaning the impact of beating is high...I am sitting in front of the computer with my heart beating very hard...Justnow bfore coming to the computer, i was lying down on the bed, i put the phone on my left cheat...i can see the movement of the phone up and down very prominently...the heart was (and 'is') beating very strongly...I scared if it got tired, and stop beating...howhowhow?
Just only...the landlord opened the door...so loudly, oh my, my heart almost stop beating, i thought got thief come in...oh my, i got a shock...i think if this goes on, i will have heart attack...choi....
I think i need to take mroe more iron...i think i will get iron bar, and eat more spinash (as advise by Mrs Wong-Chiang Ching Hui) as it is high in iron...
Tomorrow going to revise SS with her, her and i am still not sure whether she is going...Oh yah.... i still havent passed the present to her....and now she is angry at me, i duno for whatever reason, i am not sure...but she is angry...i am sorry then...do tell me what i did...
ok, i think my heart cannot take it liao...i got ta go...byebye...
stop.
I am having low blood pressure for the past few days...I think i am really in trouble...the symptom goes like this...when i stand up, from the bed while sleeping, or from the chair while sitting...I will get to see alot of star just about 5 second after i stand up.....then the stars will last for about 10 seconds before i get back to normal....This afternoon was teh worst...I stand, and walked out of the room to the piano, then i see lot of stars, i lose all the balance that i have to hold on to the piano...if the piano were not there, i think i could have collapse to the floor...choi...
My heart beat very hard...(not fast, but hard)...meaning the impact of beating is high...I am sitting in front of the computer with my heart beating very hard...Justnow bfore coming to the computer, i was lying down on the bed, i put the phone on my left cheat...i can see the movement of the phone up and down very prominently...the heart was (and 'is') beating very strongly...I scared if it got tired, and stop beating...howhowhow?
Just only...the landlord opened the door...so loudly, oh my, my heart almost stop beating, i thought got thief come in...oh my, i got a shock...i think if this goes on, i will have heart attack...choi....
I think i need to take mroe more iron...i think i will get iron bar, and eat more spinash (as advise by Mrs Wong-Chiang Ching Hui) as it is high in iron...
Tomorrow going to revise SS with her, her and i am still not sure whether she is going...Oh yah.... i still havent passed the present to her....and now she is angry at me, i duno for whatever reason, i am not sure...but she is angry...i am sorry then...do tell me what i did...
ok, i think my heart cannot take it liao...i got ta go...byebye...
stop.
I am having low blood pressure. The symptom is that when i stand up, after a while, i will see alot of stars...sometimes they are all dark...and i have no balance for myself, afer 5-10 second, i feel abit better.......Sometimes, i will have a hard heart beat, which mean heart need to work harder to pump blood around me body. I think i lack exercise, that's why....
Or is it that i lack iron? I dunno, i am going to plan my exercise schedule for mondays for the rest of the semester...i am not going for that TB32 class animore...sian to death...As for iron, i am going to buy some iron bar and eat the spinach (as recommended by Mrs Wong-Chiang Ching Hui) as it is high in iron.
Tomorrow gonna have a revision for SS with shiq and wawa, i dunno whether bq is coming, she is angry at me, but i dunno for whatever reason is, i am sorry.....toking abt bq, i havnet passed her the present...hurhurhurhurhur...sorry again...i dunno why i like to say sorry...sian...then after teh revision, i am gonna eat and eat at the pizza hut, at bt timah plaza...any one treating me?? *peeps....
I am now sitting infront of the computer, with my heart beat so hard that i can feel it...I lie down on the bed, put handphone on my left chest...i can see it moving up and down very distinctly. Oh my, i scared it is too tired and stop...howhowhow??? any advice?
I have paid school fees last wednesday, they have clear the check, oh my, i wanna faint...my bank acount has gotten lighter....
I havent paid my phone bill yet...any sponsors around? please call me at 9798 2569....
Or is it that i lack iron? I dunno, i am going to plan my exercise schedule for mondays for the rest of the semester...i am not going for that TB32 class animore...sian to death...As for iron, i am going to buy some iron bar and eat the spinach (as recommended by Mrs Wong-Chiang Ching Hui) as it is high in iron.
Tomorrow gonna have a revision for SS with shiq and wawa, i dunno whether bq is coming, she is angry at me, but i dunno for whatever reason is, i am sorry.....toking abt bq, i havnet passed her the present...hurhurhurhurhur...sorry again...i dunno why i like to say sorry...sian...then after teh revision, i am gonna eat and eat at the pizza hut, at bt timah plaza...any one treating me?? *peeps....
I am now sitting infront of the computer, with my heart beat so hard that i can feel it...I lie down on the bed, put handphone on my left chest...i can see it moving up and down very distinctly. Oh my, i scared it is too tired and stop...howhowhow??? any advice?
I have paid school fees last wednesday, they have clear the check, oh my, i wanna faint...my bank acount has gotten lighter....
I havent paid my phone bill yet...any sponsors around? please call me at 9798 2569....
Thursday, August 12, 2004
My IEF report is done...
the synopsis is up at http://peter.garkalulu.com/IEF/
Do visit to widen your knowledge, any comments can post here...
the synopsis is up at http://peter.garkalulu.com/IEF/
Do visit to widen your knowledge, any comments can post here...
Tuesday, August 10, 2004
Yesterday was Singapore National Day. You are 39 years old already, and dun act like a moron kids, you have to become more matured. I mean you as well as your people....
I stayed up very late lastnight, this morning actually(3:45 am)... to finish up the synopsis. The submission is on wednesday, and one of my members sent me the research on monday afternoon.......oh hyah...atleast the person remembered to do the work. But why must u giv me the heart attack??? I dun have a strong heart......I went to bed around 3:50 am, and then i experience bad headache and fever...so i took one tablet of paracetamol and went to sleep....i think i only managed to sleep at 5am...
I woke up at 10:30 and had breakslow...the sun was shining, the weather was forever hot...hot forever...i felt so hot.....then i got ls...so i have to lie down on the bed whole day long...but i din sleep...so not very sleepy.
Today Chokky handed the resignation letter to the president and formally advised him to call upon the new priminister, Lee Hsien Loong...Singapore is turning into the Lee Dynasty...and I really have no optimistics view for singapore under Loong...I still feel that Chokky is better.
The Finance Minister post still remain in Loong hands. He is not letting it go...oh my...one person told he this "qian, ta men bu ke yi gei wai ren guan" meaning, "money, they cannot let outsider handle it"...oh my...only those lee pple...hurhurhur
Chokky become the senior minister and Lee kuan Yew become Minister Mentor. Chokky also become the new chairman of the monetary authority of singapore which I hope that singapore economy will become better under his hand as MAS control the interest rate which contributed to 2 main factor in the GNP equation which are C and I. G is controlled by the finance minister. Let's not talk about X-M now...
I think i have been critising too much, let me finish saying all i wan to say first.... Tharman is not the Education Minister, George Yeo now foreign minister, Jayakumar now deputy pm...Tony still deputy pm...anymore that i msut mention?...ok, time to:
Stop.
I stayed up very late lastnight, this morning actually(3:45 am)... to finish up the synopsis. The submission is on wednesday, and one of my members sent me the research on monday afternoon.......oh hyah...atleast the person remembered to do the work. But why must u giv me the heart attack??? I dun have a strong heart......I went to bed around 3:50 am, and then i experience bad headache and fever...so i took one tablet of paracetamol and went to sleep....i think i only managed to sleep at 5am...
I woke up at 10:30 and had breakslow...the sun was shining, the weather was forever hot...hot forever...i felt so hot.....then i got ls...so i have to lie down on the bed whole day long...but i din sleep...so not very sleepy.
Today Chokky handed the resignation letter to the president and formally advised him to call upon the new priminister, Lee Hsien Loong...Singapore is turning into the Lee Dynasty...and I really have no optimistics view for singapore under Loong...I still feel that Chokky is better.
The Finance Minister post still remain in Loong hands. He is not letting it go...oh my...one person told he this "qian, ta men bu ke yi gei wai ren guan" meaning, "money, they cannot let outsider handle it"...oh my...only those lee pple...hurhurhur
Chokky become the senior minister and Lee kuan Yew become Minister Mentor. Chokky also become the new chairman of the monetary authority of singapore which I hope that singapore economy will become better under his hand as MAS control the interest rate which contributed to 2 main factor in the GNP equation which are C and I. G is controlled by the finance minister. Let's not talk about X-M now...
I think i have been critising too much, let me finish saying all i wan to say first.... Tharman is not the Education Minister, George Yeo now foreign minister, Jayakumar now deputy pm...Tony still deputy pm...anymore that i msut mention?...ok, time to:
Stop.
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